Wednesday, May 13, 2026

Your Ego isn't Your Amigo!

My loyal readers (future historians) know that my television watching primarily consists of the reality TV trinity (First 48, Jeopardy, UFC). Observant types will notice the word "primarily," and analytical types will know that there are exceptions to every rule.

I recently watched a pretty good documentary series on Dean Potter called The Dark Wizard:

It's the story of an egotistical, hypercompetitive man who went to war with his ego and ultimately lost. We all lose when we go to war with our ego. Why? Because, as I learned while reading The Power of Now, we are not our egos.

I've always felt that I had greatness in me. To try to explain that in words typed on a keyboard is tough. I suppose if I really did have greatness lurking in my DNA that I would be able to articulate my greatness in anyway: written, typed, spoken or just in accomplishment alone. Greatness isn't something that is projected onto others, it's recognized by others.

So much of "greatness" is the desire for others to see you as you see yourself. Your ego is the manifestation of your self-generated image. It's how you see yourself through the eyes of others.

The way this is reflected is via competition. Nobody who has ever staked claim to greatness ever achieved greatness before their ego did. While the ego is mostly a curse, it is a prerequisite for success.

The thing normies don't understand about greatness is that it's the obsession with being the best, not just being good. Second place is just the first place loser.

This can be witnessed in real time in The Dark Wizard. Dean Potter was exceptional, but after Alex Honnold showed up in the Yosemite valley, he was no longer the best. Furthermore, greatness never hangs its hat on past achievements. Those were just fulfilled expectations. 


Your ego will always tell you that you're the best. Reality always tells you otherwise.

Tuesday, May 5, 2026

Deny Yourself

Matthew 16:24 Then Jesus said to his disciples, 'If anyone would come after me, let them deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me.'

A wise man once said that everyday is a new life to a wise man.

Everyday we surrender to the sins of the flesh. And everyday we seek forgiveness, grace and mercy from our Lord and Savior, the Risen Christ.

God took on the sins of the flesh and defeated death. He died on the cross for His bride, Israel.

Nobody deserves mercy. God is sovereign, and His sheep are ultimately slaves to His grace.

All glory be to God.

We are commanded to deny ourselves and take up our cross. "We" being Israel. The Bible was written to, for, by and about the descendants of Jacob, also known as Israel.

How do Israelites deny themselves?

By loving God with all your heart, and loving your neighbor as yourself.

Matthew 22:37-39 Jesus said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind. This is the first and great commandment. And the second is like unto it, Thou shalt love thy neighbor as thyself.

And by repenting.

Acts 3:19 Repent, then, and turn to God, so that your sins may be wiped out, that times of refreshing may come from the Lord


 Lord Christ Jesus, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner!

Your Ego isn't Your Amigo!

My loyal readers (future historians) know that my television watching primarily consists of the reality TV trinity (First 48, Jeopardy, UFC)...